Letter to Kristian
Heroin - An Agrostic Poem
Will Your Children Take a One-Way Ticket to Needle Death?
Press Coverage of Kristian's Death
Suicide and Crisis Support Aound The World
Kristian's Story - Chapter One of Chasing Death
In Memory of My Son Kristian














March 1982 - November 2002
Kristian













It seems like only yesterday
I rocked you on my knee,
With dreams about the future and
What you were going to be.

You were so bright and happy
Such a precious little boy,
You gave your love to everyone
And filled our hearts with joy.

Strangers would admire you
And stop to say 'Hello',
"He'll break a lot of hearts", they said,
"In twenty years or so".

But less than twenty years from then,
What they said came true,
As we were forced against our will
To say goodbye to you.

A life so short and unfulfilled,
With so much left to go,
"Why, oh why?" we ask ourselves,
When we all loved you so.

Life shows us many options,
But whichever path we take
The destination's still the same
Whatever choice we make.

So many questions flood our minds, 
"What if, and Why and How?"
If we had done things differently,
Would you still be with us now?

I don't know what the lesson was 
That you were sent here to learn,
But now your purpose is fulfilled
It's time for you to return.

When I hear the phone ring 
I expect to hear you say,
"Alright Mum? What're you doing,
Can I come 'round today?

But you don't need to ask now,
You're with us every day,
Within our hearts, our minds, our souls,
Your memory will stay.

No fear, no pain or sorrow,
Can touch you anymore
But the love you've left behind,
Will live with us forever more.

Back to Top
Kristian aged 7
Kristian aged 3
Kristian aged 2
Kristian aged 7 months
Kristian aged 20
Kristian aged 18
Lauren and Kayla exchanging a kiss.  Auntie and niece - April 2003
Kristian aged 6
This Is Heroin
Kristian with cousin Ben
Kristian aged 5
Articles and News Relating to Drugs

The "Big Boy" Drug Dealers are simply brainless, psychotic saddos who don't have the intelligence or conscience to find a proper job and who make their living by destroying the lives of others.


Cannabis Smoke 'Worse' Than Tobacco
Pure Cannabis 'as harmful as tobacco'
Cannabis Linked to Violence in Young Men
Irresponsible Man Plans To Set Up A Cannabis Cafe 
60 Ways To Say "No" To Drugs
On The Run From The Drug Dealer
Taking On The Drug Dealers
Drug Dealers Who Target Children at The School Gates
Teenage Cannabis Use 'On The Rise'
'Millions' Have Tried Ecstasy
Drug Users Curb Cravings With Yoga
Shop a Drug Dealer











Wales

HOW YOU CAN DUMP THE DEALERS

If you have any information about drug dealing or any drug-related crime, ring the Echo's Dump the Dealers Hotline on 07919 057 398.
This number will put you straight through to Crimestoppers.
The lines are manned by trained operators and it is a confidential service.
You can also ring Crimestoppers directly about any crime on 0800 555111.

England

Bradford

'DOB IN A DEALER' AND TAKE DRUG DEALERS OFF OUR STREETS

The Bradford District Drugs Team has teamed up with Crimestoppers to disrupt local drug markets and drive drug dealers out of the district. 
 
Chief Superintendent Graham Sunderland, launched the campaign on behalf of the three divisional commanders in the Bradford district.  "If you know someone who is dealing in this evil trade, pick up the phone and call Crimestoppers, anonymously, on 0800 555 111," he said. "You do not have to give your name, and your information may not only save lives, but you could also earn a reward.


Heroin
"What we have done for ourselves alone dies with us; what we have done for others and the world remains and is immortal." 
Albert Pike 
On the Death of a Child
Yesterday and You

If I could have a lifetime wish, 

A dream that would come true, 

I'd pray to God with all my heart for yesterday and you. 

A thousand words can't bring you back; 

I know because I've tried. 

And neither will a million tears, 

I know because I've cried. 

You left behind my broken heart 

And happy memories too. 

I never wanted memories, 

I only wanted you.

--Author Unknown  

Suicide and Crisis Support Around The World:

Child Suicide - A supportive resource for grieving families
Detox 5 - The 5 Day Opiate Detox Programme
Alcohol and Drug Counseling and Rehabilitation Center Resource List 
Dump a Drug Dealer
Kristian, his girlfriend Milly and their daughter Kayla
Kristian in the Antarctic aged 14
Kristian and Kayla - October 2002
©Jan Andersen 2002-2023
All rights reserved

Disclaimer and Privacy Policy
Home    About    Advertising    Articles   Enhancing Fertility   Personal Experiences   Jan's Experience